Wednesday, March 7, 2012

Life is GOOD

HELLO EVERYONE! I am practically jumping out of my hospital bed right now...so much good news today. I woke up this morning with a smile on my face trying to "get pumped" for chemo...or as best as I could. Mom and Dad came home and I got dressed and we packed up to spend the next few days in the hospital for chemo treatment number 2! This drug I am getting is a high dose Methotrexate which drips for 4 hours, just for one day! We can expect to be here in the M-50 unit probably until Saturday so were all set to go with all the essentials for a few days in our suite (feels like it because it everyone here is amazing!). 


Like I said, this morning just continued to get better as we headed to the clinic around 11. It is a beautiful day and I'm wearing some of my favorite clothes...my Saint Louis Cheerleading shirt which we wear every pre-game when my team and I are warming up. I figured its appropriate getting pumped up for chemo haha. I am also wearing my KD green windbreaker because my sisters are with me always and a blue Saint Louis Billikens hat! Look good, feel good play good I guess...haha. We parked up on the top row of the garage because I wanted to see the sun for a few minutes before we went in. I decided because I was feeling so great to bail on sitting in the wheelchair to go up to the doc. So, I crutched the whole way through the tunnels and through the building up to my doctors office! I haven't done that much crutching since before the biopsy in St. Louis! 


More and more good news came to follow. They accessed my port and drew blood to see if my counts were okay to go in for more chemo today. After sneaking down to go get a burrito and chips and salsa from the cafeteria downstairs, we came back to incredible news. My blood counts have shot right back up to normal, super high numbers! I went from 0.00 neutrophils to 7.05! My white blood cell count went from 1.49 to 11.38! Platelets from 193 to 404! ALL GOOD NEWS! We were absolutely shocked to see how quickly I rebounded from being at the absolute lowest point I could be. Completely stunned. I am all back to normal numbers...or at least for a few hours before the chemo starts.


Were all checked in up at M-50, waiting on the pre-treatment fluids to begin which run for 6 hours. After the 6 hours, in comes the Methotrexate. That will drip for 4 hours and once it's out...in comes about 48-72 hours of fluids to flush it out of my system. It is extremely important to clear it out, fast. Another medicine called Lucovoren will be in the post-treatment fluids because it helps to make sure the Methotrexate doesn't stay anywhere.


We can plan on the chemo starting around 10 or 11 tonight. I guess I'm signing off until tomorrow. Through this experience, I've learned there are going to be good days, and bad days. But...the good days sure are sweet. Always remember to cherish them. Watching Ellen now...life is good. Hang in there everyone the sun will always come out again, keep your heads up and keep smiling. Much peace and love to all.


P.S. Here is a picture of me and my wonderful parents in our M-50 unit. Hairless and fearless. Game on.




47 comments:

  1. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!!!!
    Love always! AOT :)

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  2. Hi Emily,
    It is a beautiful day outside, the sunshine feels so good; I'm glad you got to enjoy it for a little while this morning and get more energy.
    Hope you have a smooth stay at M-50 and I hope you get a good night sleep.
    By the way, you look great in the picture!
    Love

    Ana Pozuelo

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  3. You glow, girl! Truly. Can't wait for you and Ali to be reunited in the next few days. She told me you Skyped sans hair and that you were just gorgeous despite all that your body has endured. Thanks for posting the photo. You truly glow - as do Momma and Daddy-O.

    See you soon!
    Connie

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  4. EMILY! ESTAS MUY GUAPA!
    Really I swear you are one of the few persons in the world that can be bald and be beautiful at the same time!
    You are a fantastic warrior! And I am so so happy that you have started today with ENERGY! It is fantastic to read so many good news! I will go to sleep now with a smile on my face!
    I hope that tomorrow will be a nice day too.
    T'estimo
    Judit

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  5. Hairless and fearless, baby. You're stunning -- it's the eyes and the smile. Love you and your family SO much, sweet girl. Now go kick some cancer ASS!

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  6. You look so good, keep up the strong attitude! You're a perfect young lady who is always looking for the bright side in everything! Good luck, game on!

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  7. You look so peaceful and happy. keep that spirit!! You have already found one of your callings in life..as an inspiration.
    Much love the ebners.

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  8. So good to hear you are doing so well today Em! You radiate beauty. It's true. You just can't help it! Stay strong and keep fighting. Love you lots.

    Abbs

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  9. You don't need hair - you are beautiful inside and out!!!!! That cancer didn't realize who it was messing with. Go kick it's butt!!
    Aunt BB xoxo

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  10. Emily you are beautiful!! Keep up your wonderful spirit! I'm so glad you are doing well.

    Lindsay

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  11. Hairless? I can't get past that smile and those eyes! I see a young woman with strength and life to take on and overcome anything.

    JDG

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  12. Looking absolutely beautiful, Emily! You are such an inspiration!

    Anna Cate Miller

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  13. Emmy. You look absolutely beautiful. Glad to hear you got to enjoy the sun and that today was a good day. Thinking of you everyday, and sending prayers and love you and team evans way. xoxo gretchen and the ebners

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  14. Holy cow, Em! To say you are beautiful is by far an understatement! I love that smile - still ear to ear despite everything...absolutely incredible! Keep up the great fight, baby girl. And, make sure Alex passes on a hug from me on Monday! Love you xoxo Annalise

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  15. Youre stunning. Keep it up you are inspiring!

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  16. You are beautiful inside and out!

    Love you!

    Greg

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  17. Em,

    Happy to hear you had a good day today! And you are still looking gorgeous :)
    Sending so many good thoughts your way!
    <3 and AOT

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  18. Way to go TeamEvans! Emily, glad you had a great day and the numbers were all good! All good thoughts heading your way for the next few days of treatment. BTW - you look beautiful with or without hair!!!

    -Maria and the Murphy boys (Jay, Tommy & Danny)

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  19. What a fabulous photo! Thanks so much for posting and sharing that awesome smile. So glad that you've had a great day.

    Love,

    The Coburns

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  20. my goodness could i have asked for a more beautiful positive roommate? NO! I am so thankfully everyday for all the time I got to spend with you! our room feels so empty without you and every time I walk in I find myself looking to see you BIG SMILE and cheerful voice singing "emmma girl" so for now I just imagine it and I am looking forward to the day when I can see you again! You are so beautiful and such an inspiration keep your head up and keep smiling :)
    i love you so much
    emma

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  21. If anyone I know could rock the hairless look, it would be YOU! Seriously though, you look amazing. I hope you'll be up for visitors later next week, I'd love to say hi while I'm on spring break!! If not, I'm always sending prayers and love your way. You are such a badass, so keep it up. At ND, we have a pretty classic cheer and I have adapted it for you: "GOOOO EMILY, BEAT CANCER! SUCK IT CANCER!! GO EM GO!" I'll be cheering for you during this round of chemo. Love you lots,
    Alison

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  22. Truly, you are the sunshine of all days ahead. You look FABULOUS!!!! Daddy-o and MOMMA don't look too bad either! :)Many prayers for you this week. Congratulations on all the wonderful news. How can you not smile!? God Bless all of you. xoxo the borkeys

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  23. Game on Emily....love the photo....we will continue to send positive vibes your way....xoxo the monroe's

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  24. KICKASS EM!!!

    HEART YA!!!
    LYNN

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  25. Simply beautiful! Keep on keeping on. Continued prayers and positive thoughts.
    Mrs. G

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  26. Hey there sister! CONGRATS on your wonderful news! I had to comment because you just look so strong and bright and beautiful in your picture. And no joke, you are rockin the new hairdo! You just look so gorgeous and your posts are SO incredibly inspiring to me. Praying for you and I can't wait to start seeing your smile in chapter again! Thanks so much for being an example for me in strength, determination, positivity, and soooo much more.

    AOT (:

    Sarah

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  27. I'm just bawling looking at this picture of you with your parents. You look AWESOME. Seriously Em, if there's one person that can pull of this look, its you. You should consider it even after you are CANCER FREE!!!!!!

    We're thinking about you everyday. Everyone has done such a great job about the tshirts and yellow ribbons. I can't wait to get my tshirt and wear it around. We miss you and can't wait to see you back here again. I know how much everyone (Especially Maggie, she can't stop talking about it) is excited to see you over break. I hope you have been loving these beautiful days outside like we are here. It really makes you stop and look at how lucky we all are.


    We miss you. Stay strong and stay beautiful.

    Xoxo,

    Ali

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  28. Here we go.... So nice to be at your side for round two....ding ding!

    MOMMA!

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  29. You rock, Em! :)
    Love,
    Syd

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  30. YOU ARE SO STUNNING!!!! How are you so gorgeous?!?! Seriously, Emily. So much beauty - inside and out!! <3 <3 <3

    Love love love,
    Candace

    P.S. I'm reading with Augie right now, and he saw your new pic and goes, "Candace - I want to see you with short hair, babe!!" You see? You are SO perfect. Trend-setter. Amazing. LOVE YOU!

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  31. Oh my Gosh Emily! Cecily showed me some pictures earlier today and I'm just gonna say it, you look as gorgeous as ever! Seriously! Not many people can pull off that look! Your beautiful smile and eyes just lighten up everything! Stay strong! My whole family is praying for you.
    Love,
    Michelle Creek

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  32. Truly the best smile!! Looking as beautiful as ever. Lots of love to you Emmy!!! -Nicki Shovlin

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  33. FABULOUS NEWS ON THE COUNTS, EMMY! AND OMG YOU ARE AS STUNNING AS EVER WITH YOUR NEW LOOK! THE MOMENT I SAW THE PIC, I HAD A FLASHBACK TO WHEN YOU WERE A LITTLE TODDLER AND YOU HAD THE WISPIEST LITTLE HAIR AND THE SAME BRIGHT EYES AND HUGE SMILE. YOUR BEAUTY RADIANTS!
    XXX
    LOVE YOU.
    SUSAN POTTER

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  34. You look radiant and beautiful!! Keep going... We love you!!
    Mrs. Cook

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  35. em,
    its absolutely incredible that you are STILL that gorgeous and radiant even with out your hair. My family and I are thinking about you and keeping you in our prayers everyday and can't wait for your full recovery. I love you and can't wait for team evans to kick this thing in the butt!!!
    love you babe
    xoxoxoxoxo
    Kerryanne

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  36. YOU LOOK BEAUTIFUL!!!!! look at that gorgeous smile! so proud of you!
    -kelsey Lamb

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  37. You're absolutely beautiful Emmy! :) I read this before my bio midterm to pump me up and it for sure worked! Love you baby! We'll Skype you before and after every game!

    Xoxo
    Manda Bear

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  38. Love seeing that beautiful smile! You've got the best support system, and the biggest heart! The courage to take you the entire way, your such an inspiration...I can't even imagine how proud your parents are! Love you!

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  39. now i guess MAYBE you have to believe me when i tell you that you look beautiful and i can't take my eyes off of you....
    dad says you're sleeping now which is so so so good i hope the vomming stops cause i hate when you do that and not just cause it makes me wanna vom hahah
    i miss you i wanna come see you but i know you won't remember me ever visiting haahah
    this morning i woke up to lily vomiting in my room-- she must have been trying to be just like you :) (joke emily calm down)
    i am thinking about you all.the.time. so are daisy and lily.
    thursdays are gonna be hard on all of us all the time. you're lucky to have diana and the other nurses taking care of you at all times.
    hush little baby don't say a word! go to sleep! you're missing a crappy day anyways.
    iloveyou emily!
    see you soon pretty girl!


    your favorite sister

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  40. Em!!

    You look gorgeous :) I know I just saw you last week but after reading your blog it feels like I've already missed out on so much information. While reading the blog, I sat here crying. Don't worry, they were good tears!! You know why? Cause I am so proud of you and your family - teamevans is literally the strongest team there is. You, Todd, Jane, Kenzie, and Joe are giving everyone a reason to smile and keep their heads up. Keep on shining Em, we love you!

    Love,
    Sarbear

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  41. You look beautiful. I do not know if you remember me, I am Greg's cousin. I met you at the ball my daughter goes to Jcu. Anyway, I wanted you to know my family is praying for you and your family. We ordered our t-shirts today from Greg. Keep your spirits high and fight the fight. We will continue our prayers for you and your family. The Krauth family

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  42. Emily, you look absolutely beautiful!! My family and I have been praying for you everyday! Stay strong :)
    <3 Jackie McCarty

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  43. Hi Emily, this is Mrs.Ciancibello, Johnny 's Mom. I want you to know we are keeping are heads up in prayers and strength for you! You are an amazing young lady. I love the t shirts the guys designed. Your dad has it right"F" little c all the way! It is going to get better. I know you believe that!
    Sending you love n prayers
    Mrs. Ciancibello

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  44. Emily,
    You are a true beauty, and a beautiful inspiration to so many.
    Stay strong.
    Love and AOT in hundreds fighting with you back at SLU

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  45. Emily,
    I am a tutor for a boy in M50 and have been making my way to the hospital for a few months now. Also, I have met your mom plenty of times through our mutual friend, Kristin Krebs.I saw your dad walking in today with such a kind, warm smile on his face. Truly, the positive vibe that emanates with you shows in all around you. Maybe I will see your smiling face around M50 sometime. God bless you,your family and your support families on your journey!
    Tricia

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  46. You look gorgeous, Emily!

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